I am in the closet of his apartment. God he is so dirty without me around. I am beginning to look around his room…but the door starts to open. I quickly look for a hiding space. I go inside the closet. Ew this is where he keeps his dirty clothes, but there is nothing else for me to do. I hear him talking to someone or maybe just himself. Has he gone completely crazy? Well I can’t say much because here I am hiding in his closet. Maybe he really is talking to a person. I look through the slits of his door. I hear a woman’s voice. I can’t believe him! It hasn’t even been that long, two or four weeks maybe, and he’s already out with other girls? Maybe I should just let go, I’ve been holding on too long. He hasn’t even come by to get his things yet? I should just throw them out then. They start to come in here. She’s laughing. God it’s annoying. It’s so familiar though….
They are walking in here. I thought it was bad at first, but I can’t believe this. I can’t believe she would sleep with him, my best friend. She knows how I felt, how could she do this to me?? All night I thought she was working. I knew something was weird about her voice, I thought she may be lying. I trusted her though and man it does not feel sweet. I just sit there and watch.
She’s saying she had a lot of fun last night. That slut. He smiles and pulls her to him.
He whispers close, right next to her ear, “So did I.”
She giggles. God I never really realized how annoying her laugh is.
She says, “I’m glad we went back to my house though, do you think she’ll find out about us?” They’re talking about me. I can’t believe they’re talking about me. It feels like them and the world against me, this really hurts. I really don’t want to hear his reply, but I listen harder anyways. I close my eyes and listen to him comfort her, “No she won’t I promise, I won’t let it happen.” I can’t really take this, but I don’t know what else to do. I don’t want to listen anymore; I don’t want to be here. There is nothing I can do I can’t leave. They start kissing, and he lays her down on the bed. Ugh last night and again in the morning. I knew they liked each other, but this is some passion romance goin’ on here. Will they ever get enough? It’s suddenly really hot in this closet and I am burning up. My mind is going a mile a minute, just thoughts of hatred and deceit. I don’t know what to do. I’ll just stay here, close my eyes, and try not to listen. It’s really hard though when they’re making so much noise. Then he stops and they start to stand up. I believe they’ve agreed to take this to the shower. Thank god. What if they open the closet to put their clothes in here? Luckily they just go into the bathroom, I guess they are just going to leave them on the floor......
